life changes = reflection

Well, I seem to have time on my hands so I am back in bloggerland for awhile.

Big changes... that what does it. Not just the ones you see coming like a MAC truck on a Saskatchewan highway, but those that sneak up on you and bite you in the ass.
They make your life come to a grinding halt, and then you have to try to piece together a. What the hell just happened? and b. What the hell do I do now?

Not an easy answer and no one can help you in those decisions. I am not talking about should I take a new job?... should I buy that car? those easy choices.

No this is more like...my life is totally changed and it will never get back to the way it was. It may be OK and it may work out in another path. It won't be the same because the experience has changed me forever. It is irreversible. I guess all experiences are;those that count anyway.